Mr. Anxiety

When I teach, I feel as if I am the only one ever who hah to teach in the whole world.  The idea of facing 16 faces every month terrifies me. I know the logic. I know more than  them, but it does not help, and the fact that I am teaching every month does not give me much leeway in getting over the stress of teaching again. I do not want to read; I do not want to do much of anything except prepare for the class, and that clock moves much too quickly for me. It is almost time again, and I can feel the fear in the pit of my stomach.